Hoda Kotb opens up about what her life is really like after walking away from theTodayshow The former co-host is keeping busy and still making regular trips to Rockefeller Center Todayanchor Savannah Guthrie shares with PEOPLE what she misses most about having Kotb as a colleague It's been five months sinceHoda Kotbwalked away from one of the most coveted spots in broadcasting,as co-anchor of theTodayshow. In that time she's beensettling into a new life, relishing the amount of time she has for her daughters Haley, 8, and Hope, 6. She's also making plans for the future, with a new wellness company,Joy 101, complete with an app, live events and a subscription newsletter that will all center around themes of joy, mindfulness, meditation and wellness. "When someone erases your schedule and says, 'Okay, here you go. Have fun,' you're sitting there going, 'Oh my gosh, what am I supposed to be doing right now?'" Kotb, 60,tells PEOPLE in this week's cover story. Brian Doben "On the very first day, I was scribbling in my journal and feeling a little off. There was a big, huge, full moon and it was so bright in my office, it was like a light was on. I still remember looking up and Haley scampered down the stairs and jumped in my lap. She looked and me and she goes, 'You really are here.' It was really, really beautiful." But she admits she does miss her old life. Brian Doben "I do. I just had coffee withSavannah [Guthrie]a little more than a week ago and we sat across from each other and, in that one hour, we laughed, we cried, we held hands. She shared all this personal stuff and I did too. And she asked me, 'Tell me what it's like on the other side,'" Kotb recalls. "And I said, 'I'll tell you what I miss: I miss this.' I miss walking in a room and having an instant daily connection that you don't have to put on a calendar." She adds, "I saw Savannah andJenna [Bush Hager]every day, without fail, and we shared our lives. It's so funny. It's not the work part of it, but I miss that a lot. It's like an empty space for me." Nathan Congleton/NBC via Getty That feeling is mutual. "I've missed her giggle so much," says Guthrie. "She could really walk in a room, giggle, and everything in the world just fades away." Nathan Congleton/NBC via Getty To read more about Hoda Kotb's life afterToday, pick up the newest issue of PEOPLE on stands now. Kotb's been into the city and back at her old Rockefeller Center stomping ground a few times since leavingToday,as she hosts her podcastMaking Spacefrom theTodayoffices. On May 28, she went onTodayto promote her new company — and stuck around as Bush Hager'ssurprise guest host for the 10 o'clock houras well. Brian Doben Never miss a story — sign up forPEOPLE's free daily newsletterto stay up-to-date on the best of what PEOPLE has to offer, from celebrity news to compelling human interest stories. "Every time I walk in, I feel warm and fuzzy," says Kotb. "It's not like when you break up with someone you're like, 'Oh God, there he is!' I don't feel that. I want to see everybody. And look, the pictures are nowCraig [Melvin]and Savannah. I like looking at them. I'm not like, 'Well that was quick!'" Read the original article onPeople
